Jackson Pollock’s Portrait and a Dream is a beautiful oil painting Pollock completed
in 1953. Portrait and a Dream was
finished just three years prior to Pollock’s death in 1956. I was struck by the
way this painting is not only simple, but after looking, the meaning of this
painting and its purpose becomes increasingly sad and complex. While the
abstract self-portrait is at first hard to understand, after looking at the
black lines on the left and the black and red and orange mass on the right, it
is possible to come to see the meaning in the chaos.
Pollock
once described the painting on the left hand side was a portrait of himself, the
portrait on the right was a portrait of himself “when I’m not sober.” While the
left side is simple black and white, the right is a mess of colors and motion.
The haphazard lines in both paintings show the way Pollock knew he was
spiraling out of control, turning into a violent and uncontrolled mess. The
right portrait is attacked with the colors he used, irrefutably alive even
through the mess and chaos. The border separating the two speaks of his
discomfort in much the same way that Van Gough used color to try to communicate
the way he saw the world.
Portrait and a Dream was
created during a time in Pollock’s life when he fell prey to his alcoholism and
most of his paintings were the abstract images that were but a cry for help.
While this was created in the downward spiral of Pollock’s life, he “believed
the mess inside of him was somehow communicable and beautiful” (Jones). Only
three years after this painting was completed, Pollock died in a car crash
while drunk. While this painting was made at the height of his painting career
and was even called “the greatest living painter in America” this was also
during the time when his alcoholism and temperament had worsened (O’Neill).
Pollock’s Portrait and a Dream is looking inward,
towards the human experience. Because Pollock has told us that this is a self-portrait,
this is the way he sees himself, the audience knows that the main theme of this
piece. At first glance, it may be difficult to see the beauty in the chaos of
Pollock’s mind, after taking the time to look at the painting and understand
what he is evoking, it is easy to see the complex way that Pollock views
himself. He knows he is a mess. He knows he is falling apart. But he also can
see the beauty that can come from chaos.
After
looking into this piece more thoroughly, I’ve realized that there is more than
just chaos on the canvas. I can see how Pollock was struggling to make it
through his life. It is tragic that such a brilliant man died so soon, we can
only wonder about what he would have been able to accomplish. After learning
more about Pollock and this particular painting, I feel as if this is an even
more powerful piece and I admire his talent even more for putting such an
exposed, private part of himself out into the public eye.

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